apa yg tgh dfikirkan~

salam :)
ola amigos..hehe. guess what? i'm back in Casa Subang ( EARLY-bus tickets:SOLD OUT, flights: WASTE MONEY.) and rite now i can't sleep. well, it has always been like this. i don't know why. the day before i went back to Penang i can't sleep and the day i reached Casa from Penang i can't sleep. hmm..therefore, it is not really a big deal. i just have to bare with my freakin' crazy eyes and not-functioning so well brain (maybe the receptors need some boost up medicines to send impulses to the spinal cord and brain so that my brain can force my eyes to SLEEP or atleast take a nap!). haha. Luckilly my classes will only start on wednesday. thank God :D. ->eh, asal ak cakap english ni..haishh*sambil menukar mode bahasa. BM yaww! haha.

okay, mood merapu-meraban dah muncul..HEHE. rasanya dikala malam sepi bertemankan bulan menyinari bumi ni adalah masa yg terbaik untuk ak expressedkan apa yang tersirat dan tersurat dalam lubuk hati aku ni. ish, sebenarnya tgh frust sgt sbb nak tulis essay econs dgn penuh expressi tapi takut lain pulak jadi..that's whyla blog ni jadi pilihan. kira oppurtunity costlah. haha. geramlah. ak mmg suka econs ni tapi bila dia berbicara pasal keadaan economy di Australia=bukan negara aku...manalah ak nak Pro. adeh.. tp xpalah ak bt jugaklah walaupun hati dok jerit2 ckp "ada aku kisah pasal kau Australia???" haha.

whateverlah assignment oi. dalam keadaan terpaksa melayan kerenah assignment yg bertimbun sambil melayan lagu2 jiwang..ngeh.ngeh. tb2 ak terfikir pasal holiday yg sgt best dan bakal berakhir esok. lantas, tiada lagi ombak yang mengukir pantai senyuman dibibirku. yg tinggal hanyalah gelora diranting oviolus jantungku. huhu..ayat dasyatt.... kalah Ahadiat Akasyah HAHA.sapa x kenal feefakan..bila hati mula berbicara beginilah jadinya..haishh...okay2. straight to the point. masa cuti raya cina tu ak pergi Times Square. oh ya, my first tyme okay! naik segala roller coaster sampai sakit2 badan gua ( jerit masa benda alah tu terbalik mmg x bleh blah! BUAT MALU KAUM ja. x pernah seumur hidup. )..haha. tapi mmg bestlah :D enjoy gila, tension2 semua buang tong sampahla. thanks to Kak Ani yg mengeluarkan wang..hehe. then shop2 dekat mall tu. almost rm100 gakla spend. Syukur atas rezeki yg Allah bagi.

Sesungguhnya jika kamu bersyukur, pasti Kami akan menambah (nikmat) kepadamu, dan jika kamu mengingkari (nikmat-Ku), maka sesungguhnya azab-Ku sangat pedih". (Ibrahim: 7)

oh yes, lepas balik dr times square tu lagi best sbb dapat balik Penang! tak taw betapa happy-nya bila dapat tidoq atas katil kat rumah yg empuk...heaven..heaven..haha. dapat nikmat masakan mak yg sedap dan enak belaka. Masyallah, Allah jalah yg tahu betapa lapangnya hati ni. tpkan..still rasa ada missing puzzle piece. eventhough x rasa sgt. tapi rasa jugaklah. but, however, with Allah's help the missing puzzle piece muncul masa ak tgh tercari2.. hati yg berbunga ni rasanya dah jadi taman botani dah kot..haha..Alhamdulillah :)

i finally found my missing puzzle piece, you! [extracted from one of the status in FB]

seriously, i mean it. i finally found the reason why i feel so incomplete. sometimes it is difficult to deny your own feelings and what you want to do is just expressed it to the rite person but there is the other side of you that still wants you to hold on with what u r doing and your feeling, THE SAVIOUR! because the feeling of shyness is in you and maybe it is just not the right time. que sera! sera. you still believe in God's plan (qada dan qadar)<--mengawal emosi namanya. whatever will be, will be. so close but so far away...no need to rush..no air! no air! <--bak kata Jordin Spark. HAHA

Sesungguhnya Aku membalas mereka pada hari ini disebabkan kesabaran mereka; sesungguhnya mereka itulah orang yang berjaya. (Al- Mukminun:111)

like seriously, the post is getting more serious dan melancholic. dah2 xnak emo2. ak okay ja..haha. saja nak feel sat dikala malam purnama mengajak berbicara. Haha. Xpa orang yg sabar akan berjaya. Insyallah.. Akhlak terpuji menawan hati. :) till then, renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal. eh, kenapa mcm tergantung ja post ni? xpala..go figure out sendiri kalau nak~~ sbb receptor dan hantar stimulus dekat brain suruh cakap kat mata suruh tido. HAHA. k nites :)
Mak & Papa, I love you!

P/s: semua bendalah tinggal kat Penang tu. naseb baik tangan ngan kaki melekat kat badan kalau x , mesti tinggal jugak. haishh.. kan dah susahkan org. nway, nasib baik balik awal, kalau x..mmg kesianla kat aku kan. thanks Nerah susahkan hg ja :)

♥,
Nurafeefa Bungsu