last update before WACE.

WACE:

i'm preparing for the worst and hoping for the best.

May Allah ease everything. 

Nothing in this world is easy except for what You have made it easy.

if You wish You can make the difficult easy.

to all my dearest Ausmat-ians,
good luck and all the best.
we can do it !

to my dearest friends and blog readers,
do pray for my success ya.
thanxalot!

kebahagiaan setiap orang berbeza-beza.

aku bersyukur atas segala-galanya.

nikmat kesihatan yg baik, rezeki yg melimpah ruah. aku bersyukur padaMu Ya Allah.

dan aku hanya mahukan yang terbaik dariMu dan atas apa yg telah dan akan berlaku aku redha atas ketentuanMu.

Alhamdulillah. Thank You for everything :)

p/s: Allah did not promise that life would be easy but He did promise to be always be beside you,
 in every step of your life.  
 Be strong Feefa. You'll be fine. Going through Ausmat will make you stronger and better person.
 Don't ever ever give up. You deserve the best. Allah knows best. 


Dan Janganlah kamu berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah.
 Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir.
(Yusuf 87)
Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah dan jangan pula bersedih hati sedangkan kamulah
 yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang beriman. 
(Ali-Imran 139)

yes, you. who?

yes, you.

including you.

i'm not perfect. i need you.

yes, you.

one of it is you.

you.

imissyou.

Nur Fadhilah Mohd Zaki

(14 April 1995-29 August 2011)

salam :)

when i looked at my book shelf, automatically it reminds me of you. no one else would touch my novel collection except for you and Fathin. no one dares. when I think about it- i feel so bad for not lending the novel sometimes when you have asked. and now you're gone :( what a bad cousin sister i am.

 i remember i have told you once.

" nak pinjam boleh, tapi kalau lambat pulangkan sehari rm2" and i thought i was just kidding

and...you really paid me. shishhh. teruknya aku. i thought i was just protecting my novel collection.

 i should have lend the books for people to read rather than left it untouched. hmm. 

it is true when people said that you will only appreciate someone when they are gone.

only if i had a chance to tell you this..

thanks sbb selalu belanja kak feefa, always makes people smile and always makes people around you happy.

now i know why Allah took you from us, because He loves you more. for all the good deeds you've done.

 for all the things that you've always wished for and for all the memories we shared..may you rest in peace dear sister. May Allah bless you always. Al-Fatihah.

Send my regards to MamuMan, Mak Tok, Tok Ata and everyone else.

 I know you will be fine there. Wait for all of us to join you one day. 

Love, 

Kak Feefa
29 september 2011 
p/s: dah sebulan. cepatnya masa berlalu.